| Location | Gillingham |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Premature Birth |
| Date of Birth | 30/01/2007 |
| Date of Death | 30/01/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,043 since 19/06/2008 |
| Creator |
Little Fleur Fowlie,my beautiful daughter.
she was born at 13.02 on the 30th january 2007
she stayed with us for a little over 2 hours,
i am a english-french lecturer
we lived in gillingham,kent
she was to be my 1st baby after 5 years of complictions,
she was extremely premature at 22-5 weeks,due date was 31 may 07
i was over the moon to find out that i was pregnant after many cervical complications and my chances of having children wasnt 100% as told by the doctors,
by my surprise i fell in aug-sep 2006,there was a few complications during all stages of my pregnacy in and out of hospital with pains,few bleeds and a lost a large part of the placenta,was kept in for a few nights and all return to so called normal,
i was made an appointement to see the top consultant to discuss wether ,steroids or a cervical suture was a solution, the doctors disagreed with both options,n thought we would be fine...
To my surprise i had a ante partum haemorrhage on 17.01.06,they kept me in again just to be safe,after 3 days all had return to normal and was able to go home...
on 29th of january,by the advanced practitioner sonographer manager..
i had my 22 +5 week scan to find that i was having A LITTLE GIRL,to find that she had tallipes right (club foot),was shocked but was nothing to be affraid of,was happy all was well,at present she weiged 518g,all fetal movements,all appear normal.she was worried with her size as she was only small and that she was very low down in birth position,so arranged to be seen by a doctor from king college that very next day,
later that evening was celebration with friends,
during the hospital stays i was stayin at a friends,for company and to rest ,later that evening i went to the tiolet and susspected nothing unusual as had, had previous spotting went to bed.
woke up around 9ish as normal went down stairs had a cup of tea,sat chatting with friend,i started to get a little twitching that i hadnt felt before,told her i was going to have a quick bath whilst i was upstairs had a funny feelin id be going back into hospital today,had a shallow bath as pain eased off,was feelin better,all washed n changed went back downstairs, whilst talking to my friend ,all of a sudden this terrible pain shot right through me i was in aggony i colapsed to the floor with terrible pains,that i hadnt experianced before,i couldnt stand or move ,squated on the floor.my friend asked what they felt like,she looked at me n said you are in labour gin,jst having a month old baby herself she knew..my contractions had gone from every twelve min to every 4 within 30 mins,and was happning fast.
we telephone a family member to come and take me to the hospital asap.
we also rang the hospital to let them know they told us on arrival to go to the outpatients clinic..??
whilst on the way to the hospital,we rang a friend of the familys whos a porter at the hospital askin for him to bring a wheel chair to meet us,he was ready and waiting as we arrived,only takin 10minute car drive,screamimg my head off,
we arrived in outpatients to be busy with day patients and surounded by doctors n nurses whom seemed to be shocked to why i was sent there and not to the delivery suite? whilst askin me silly questions,IE are you pregnant??? 1 kind nurse took control of the situation,by throwing of her gown n shouting ring labour ward n tell them were on our way whilst grabbing the wheel chiar n spinng me round towards the lifts and off we were,next thing i know im in the labour ward.....
there were sevrel nurses n midwife in the room they looked through my paper work whilst others got me on to the bed, they went to give me an examination to see if i was dilated,by this time i was fully n ready to give birth
,my waters had yet not broken,a few nurses left the room only to leave 2 midwifes and 1 doctor,i started to worry,the doctor then said ,the pregnancy is not viable at 22-5 weeks meaning she was to premature and would not be able to stay alive as her lungs were not fully developed, as my waters had not yet broken they asked me do i feel the need to push ,i was so emotional i didnt realy know wat was happnig,but not wanting the need ,replyd no,with in seconds i felt the urge to push and that was my waters breaking,..... gone....the pain started to kick in ,the offerd me gas and air,i kindly accepted,whilst taking a deep breath of gas the second contraction came and
with the next push she was here my beautiful daughter,born at 13.02.it was a natural birh and took 1hour and ten minutes,from 1st contraction to the end.
i watched as the took my baby n placed her in a clean blanket,she turned to ask do you want to hold her....by this time the gas had just hit me,a little confused and numb, with the shock n seeing something so precious.... i just couldnt, as the gas wore off .
i came more clear to what the midwife had said so i took my baby in my arms for the 1st time ,she weighed 1 pound,she was 26cm in length,her head was 20cms,
she was so tiny born with little whisps of black hair and tiny blonde
eyelashes,she was beautiful.
she was breathing ever so lightly and had a realy faint heartbeat but she was alive..i was so proud.
she had my heart i wanted to give her everything i hoped to offer all the love and support i was capable of but sadly was not to be,
she lived for 3 hours the best and worst three hours of my life,
she will always be apart of my life and is rememberd every single day,
it was the quickest and longest day of my life and the most angelic feeling,
she will always remain part of the family and always a precious memory xxx mummy loves you and misses you sweetheart xxx
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
BIG HUGS LITTLE FLEUR
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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♥ ♥ ♥ Angel Day bigs hugs from me to you and your family and friends that you miss you ever day but in our hearts forever take care love you bye for now hugs love from me.♥ ♥ ♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE FLEUR
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Little Fleur
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE FLEUR
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bigs hugs from me to you and your family
and friends that you miss you ever day but
in our hearts forever you will not be forgotin
all my love hugs and xxxx from me Sylvie
mommy of Samantha Belanger and
Granddaughter of Albert and Marie-Jeanne
Belanger take care bye for now.
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beautiful angel Fleur
Here is a teddy bear for you sweet angel as you can never have too many.
I hope you are playing happily with my daughter Livvy but try not to get up to too much mischief together.
send mummy and daddy lots of floaty kisses as i know thy miss you so much.
with love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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h stop givin her shit she has jus lost a beautiful baby girl.. she wernt due in 08 she was due 07 as u cn clearly read
sorry for your loss.. rip princess
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TENDER THOUGHTS
WHAT A TRADEGY FOR YOU AND DADDY AND ALSO FOR YOUR EXTRA SPECIAL TINY BABY.I KNOW SHE WAS ONLY WITH YOU FOR TOO SHORT A TIME BUT SHE WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN YOUR HEARTS FOR ALL ETERNITY. XX
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The Place Where Little Babies Go.
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Fluffy clouds of pink and blue
Where fairytales and dreams come true,
Where teddy bears put on a show
In the place where little babies go.
Where a choir of angels sing on high
A peaceful, soothing lullaby,
And their feathers flutter down like snow
In the place where little babies go.
Where the sun is shining everyday
In a heavenly sky that’s never grey,
Where love will bloom and always grow
In the place where little babies go.
Where bells will ring and hearts they soar
When a mum and dad walk through its door,
Then only tears of joy will flow
In the place where little babies go xx
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